Desperation

I have this feeling,
 like desperation,
In my chest,
 pounding hard,
To be heard,
As I struggle,
I know I need to breathe,
But it's difficult,
When weighing down on you,
Is the thought of easiness,
How easy this could be,
If I just let go of time,
And found a place for
 you and me...
How easy this could be.
But nobody is listening,
To a pair of pounding hearts
 beating out of time,
Well you see,
We're running out of time,
To fix the everything
 that's crumbling apart,
So I say sorry,
I apologise,
For putting on a face,
For trying to be brave,
It was some disguise,
To convince both of us
 that this was right,
This time it seems,
We're wrong.