A Walking Contradiction

She's a walking contradiction,
Yet she doesn't really know it,
Nothing seems to matter anymore,
And you wish that you could change it,
But nothing would ever change her,
She's a walking contradiction,
And doesn't know it yet.

You say that it's good,
That nothing bad will happen,
Just because, it hasn't happened yet,
I think it's sad that you believe it,
You think that it's all true,
She's a walking contradiction,
I thought you knew?

Well know your heart is broken,
And you're crying all alone,
Guess your heart won't be your
home now that she's gone,
So now you're wishing that
you listened,
To those complex contradictions,
Then you wouldn't be as listless
and on your own.
Just in case you missed it,
She's a walking contradiction,
Now you know.

Passing Time

And just the memories of that
Time is enough,
For now,
Because they spark something
Completely different,
Something I thought could never be,
Because it's just the start of
A dream,
A dream that I'll keep so close
I won't ever let it go,
And I promise I won't ever forget,
How important this has now become,
To me, to you, to the future,
Because when I close my eyes,
I shut them tight,
I can smell the trees and river,
I can feel the sunshine on my face,
And I can't stop myself smiling,
Because this makes me happy,
Just the thought of it for now,
I can imagine us years from now,
We both know it's the truth,
Because we won't let it go,
Just keep working for this,
For us and a dream,
I feel your arms around me,
This is just us,
Like a dream,
In our Savannah.
Until then, let's pass the time.

Forget Me

This time will be different,
Yeah right,
I know myself better than that,
So don't pretend you have the right,
To have an input on my life,
Because you lost the right a long time ago,
You don't know what's best for me,
The only person who knows me is...
Well lets pretend,
That things are good again,
Before you changed,
Before I moved on,
Let's pretend you had some self-respect,
And thought not only of yourself when you left me,
Like all those years i was important to you,
You actually cared,
You based your feelings on your heart,
Not a man that you met out of the blue,
But you changed,
Now I mean nothing to you.
So what's the point in remember whens,
When all I want is to forget,
Because nothing can be taken back,
And I'll make sure of that.

A Star in the Night.

Shoot me down like a star in the night,
Without much of a fight,
Without much of a thought,
In a shower of flame,
And it's not the same with an apology,
No need to shout at me,
It's the end,
Don't fool yourself you're not a friend.
I'm ripped at the seams,
Torn from my dreams,
Far from perfect in a world of my own,
That isn't the same because my world
has collapsed in a heap,
You're talk is cheap,
Counts for nothing,
Just like all your actions this entire time,
Guess I didn't count for much,
Just like you've told me all those times before,
But I'm not worthless,
You're not worth my time so don't bother,
Don't shoot me down like a star in the night,
It's not your call,
You've got no right.

Just You.

So this feeling,
Does it ever go away?
I hope not.
Guess I never really understood
How you could always listen to me,
Or sit here beside me,
Or dry all my tears,
And make me better with a smile,
Because I never thought I could be that person,
The one to be this lucky.
Yet I'm still standing after all this time,
Though so much has changed,
You still stand with me,
And just that pressure of your hand on mine,
Tells me that this will never change,
Your smile that you give to only me,
And the way you kiss my forehead,
And when you whisper in my ear,
I laugh so hard,
Not just because you're funny,
But because I'm happy.
And you're the only one I could ever want.
I have you,
So you have my heart.

Leaving.

Speak, if that's what you want.
Don't let me down now,
Try to understand what has been done,
Because no one else sees through your eyes,
This is important, believe me,
Don't walk away, please.
This could be your only chance,
Don't waste it,
Don't turn and walk away,
I'm begging, don't forget me,
Come back someday, promise?
But my question is wasted on you,
Who was I to think you'd listen,
And now I lay here on the floor,
Tears in my eyes,
You're never coming back are you?
And I am filled with shame,
Because I believed your words.

Damned...

Waiting here feels so damned,
When I don't know if you'll return,
Pulling at my heart,
Turning it inside out,
Because nothing really matters,
Till you're here again,
To make me feel myself again,
Because without you,
I'm just nothing.
And until you come back,
I'll stay here,
Somehow getting by,
But the second you come back,
I will run into your arms,
Like all those times before,
Because without you,
I'm nothing,
And nothing ever changes,
Like the feeling in my stomach,
When you're beside me,
And I feel alive again.